happy sunday

I usually do not blog on weekends, but I had some much pressure the last two days that I want to write something so that it releases from inside.  The study assignment was a real pain in the ass, I was under enormous anxiety due to bad planning and waiting. Cooperations do have that. Partners work with different rhythm and have different way of thinking and working. It's difficult to cope, needs patience and understanding. I'm inpatient and I want things to be done mostly my way- (yeah, I know I'm like five years old)- so the mess and frustration is here. The night before yesterday I realised I needed to be more flexible and more mature. I was happy to see that for once someone-a close friend- was highlighting my weaknesses and I was hearing without yelling at him. It was a really constructing moment. I have to work on that, more hearing than speaking and real hearing, without a buzz in my ear.  Thank you Duckie for listening and lecturing me.

Yesterday I cleaned up the house, cooked meal, baked a cake, stayed in. Thank God the heat is reducing. I'm spending today with S and my brother, sister, talking, watching DVDs. 

have a relaxing Sunday

xoxo.