happy?? thought: relationships

well I'm not in the best of my moods. In fact I'm soooo angry. After so many years of being with someone you think you know him. Huhhh!! You're dead wrong. You wanna know something my pumpkins; people don't change. Not after 30. Behaviour does circles. That's all. Change needs too much work and especially guys are not willing to. I've seen it in my father, brother, friend and husband. Relationships are hard to role and connections do not have an explanation. It's just chemistry, usually poison, or better called passion. Isn't it?? Passion in life makes you a better person. Passion in love, makes you a slave, of the other, or of your own actions and feelings.

I think my head will explode... say something...