happy moments: the flu is back

15 December 2010

the flu is back

hi pumpkins. i didn't travel. The flu is back and i'm feeling bad, have fever again, i'm coughing, a total mess. I started antibiotics and my stomach pains. I stay in bed, started watching Dawson's Creek back from the beginning. Our best woman announced us that they are waiting a baby. Jann is 3 months pregnant. I have mixed up feelings, I am really happy for them but I cannot stop thinking the miscarriages I had in the past. The pain, the expectations, the prayers... came back in mind. I know, we can always adopt, but this cannot erase all the bad memories.
So i'm not always happy and smily. I have my bad moments too. But I'll get back better. Scorpions can get up from the ruins. I have my life, which a meaningful. T
he truth is that I miss my friends lately. But I have you, I can talk to.

love you. pray for me to get better please, i'll be thinking of you.

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We believe we are hurt when we don’t receive love. But that is not what hurts us. Our pain comes when we do not give love. We were born to love. You might say that we are divinely created love machines. We function most powerfully when we are giving love. The world has led us to believe that our well-being is dependent on other people loving us. But this is kind of upside down thinking that has caused so many of our problems. The truth is our well being is dependent on our giving love. It is not about what comes back; it is about what goes out!
—
Alan Cohen

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She cannot sleep too much or too little.
She must measure everything:
eating, sleeping, working and relaxing.
Everything she does
should be just right and even.

A Yogi is never afraid.

The Yogi who's mind is concentrating on God
does not shake.
He is steady
like a candle in a room where there is no wind.
The Yogi's mind does not move away from the truth.

To become a Yogi
you have to practice being calm.
You have to practice not fidgeting
and concentrating on God.

And the Yogi who is perfectly calm
is pure and free of sin.
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