25 February 2011

weaknesses

ok i admit it.. i act like a teenage girl from time to time. Big words are also coming out of my mouth like " i won't do that again", "i'm over it", "i've had it". Sometimes maturity means to admit that you depend on people or feelings or obsessions. well, i admit i cannot control myself when it comes to two major weaknesses of mine, one of them is Duckie, whom i can't refuse any favour, even when he is absent for decades. A phone call, a certain tone of voice and words like "you know i care", "i missed you too", make me forget the anger and promises to let go. I know, i know i'm helpless.
i wish you a happy weekend, i'm excited about wearing the Halloween costume and the long blond hair tomorrow.
my evening was quite calm, i practised pilates and then had a German teaching.  Both activities relax me mentally. 
have an awesome night. it's really cold out there. it may snow.
xoxo









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