on my mind Friday night

• i'm getting ready for a three day trip with sister, brother and my husband. Have i taken all i need? i got to take pain killers, just in case...
• i miss Duckie.. these days he comes in and out of my mind, like a comet. i try to keep my mind occupied. he pumps out of nowhere
• i did pilates at home today, i loved it. But i missed my teacher. 
• i'll relax and sleep much. I promise.
• i'll start a detox diet on Monday and study more.
• i talked to my grandpa today and i felt bad. He feels so lonely. 
• the day after tomorrow is my birthday. I bet Duckie won't show up and wish me. I have no mood to celebrate.
• i'm soooo melancholic!
• i think of you guys. smile and love.xoxo