good morning pumpkins!! i have vanished for days... i know but a lot have been going on.. i gave the exams, i did my best, i'm satisfied with my effort.. the bad thing is that on the weekend my grandpa suddenly collapsed. now he is on a coma. I pray to God, cause God can only help. He fights, his heart is strong, but he is 98. All say that  he was too old and we may all reach his age. Well that is not conforting. when a loving person is dying, it doesn't matter the age, it matters the person. It pains no matter how old he is. I'm not mourning. He is still alive and he struggles. i'll keep on thinking positive. He taught me to fight. I'll give him some positive thinking and lots of prayers. 

please keep your fingers crossed and light a candle.

i'll be back. i'm thinking of all of you. may God keep you safe and happy. 
do something different today. smile to people, hug people. We all need that intimacy. We're going through rough times.

xoxo