i promised a letter to myself.. .so here it goes... you can do the same....

Dear Self

You've been up and you've been down. There were times that you surprised me positively and times you dissapointed me. You've been an angel and you've been a bitch. You made me feel embarrashed and you made me feel proud. You always to try to give.You feel important when you give. BUT people got to love you for what you are. I've been strict against you. I struggle more and more to prove that i deserve what i got. No more struggles to prove anything. You don't need to prove anything to anyone. You need just to love yourself and the people around you. Stop judging yourself. Stop judge others, have patience with others, that makes you important. When you love and give unconditionally. Stop worrying about what other think. 
You're a grown up. ACCEPT what you are, the character, the body, the fact that years come and take away psychical and mental abilities, whilst they bring wrinkles and wisdom. 
I love you for all that you have accomplished, for the falls, the mistakes, the fights. I need you. To keep on fighting and loving. 
You are special to me. Don't forget that. For many happy moments to come. 
You are something else baby!

Hugs and kisses

V.