pumpkins... have a quiet evening. i got home from a yoga class and i feel wonderful. it is a mental relaxation. When i was walking home i remembered the talk i had earlier with a friend of mine and a close friend of Duckie. We talked a lot. I tried to realise, where i went wrong, how i could make things better, how Duckie thinks of me and the situation, to obtain enlightenment from a person that he knows him very well. His absence still hurts. I felt better after talking to him. I think i leave time or karma, call it as you like, do the rest. I'll get aside. Thank you Bi.
i'll drink some milk with cornflakes and watch tv to spend the evening. i'll be sending positive energy to all of you. love you.